yup, today is 30th August 2011. Another year for getting older and *has to be* wiser. It's quite shocked for me since the situation, the condition aren't same with past few years. I have no family around me, no Papa Mama Ai Sinyo and Meme here with me celebrating my bday. I only have hubby which also forget my bday. I can assure you all that he has nothing on his mind for my bday gift *sigh*
The condition, the house maids are coming home, so they're not available helping us. It means that I am the substitute house maid. So I guess I'm going to spend my bday by doing house cleaning. Also on my bday there's Mubarak's Day. Not similar like Surabaya or other big cities, in Palu, all the restaurants are closed during the holiday and not short holiday, they close for almost a week *what a bday*
I thought it's gonna be fun celebrating my bday with hubby, for the first time, facing the new 3-0. Yup, I'm going to be 30 this year. Age is just a number right? Well, it matters for me. At this age, I still have nothing. I have no house to call on my own, have no children *yet* and have no prosper career. I only have hubby in this age.
Just for reminder, I have lots of dreams to catch but only one of them came true. Yup, married with my best friend, thou it doesn't go like I wanted. At this moment, I have no more intention/ambition for dreaming again. Have no guts. Since I always end up with disappointment.
Guess tomorrow morning, no more Mama's misoa to eat. Miss them. I still remembered that I never like eating that misoa, but now I miss it so much.
Dear God, I have no more wish, I just ask I can be a better person on my 3-0. Thank You.
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