The It Time

19th March is something for me. Finally I found the right time to talk to him. Quite nervous at the first time. Worried that I couldn't find the moment.

Actually he pissed me off that day, since he forbid us to go home before everything are done in setting up the office. It almost 6 pm (I guessed) and I had nothing to do so I asked his permission to go home. He let me. At the basement (woot, this is the 1st time I had office with basement), I didn't directly go home. Had little chit chat wih my warehouse guys. Then suddenly his driver started his engine, followed by him went down to us & I got this voice inside my head. Said "this is the moment".

I started the conversation by giving him compliments for his masterpiece (all the details this renovation are his ideas) & then I popped the questions.

First question was asking permission for skip the day work for yohan's graduation and he approved it. Second one, the It question about my resign. I said that I had to follow yohan back to donggala.

His first argument was asking the wedding date. He told me that I shouldn't go to donggala if yohan hasn't proposed me yet.

He gaves me lots of advices (sounds arguments & objections to me). But I rest my case, I told him "Harga mati, Pak". He said ok, but still he asked me to reconsider these 4 months.

He shared about life after marriage and what should women do to their husbands. Lots of facts & some stories he shared made me feel that he's just another lonely guy. He doesn't quite happy with his life. He's not that mean. Ouch, what happen to me? He intimidates me again. He's really good in that. Always twisting the facts.

He also can defend himself when I informed him about his anger and "unstable" behaviours. Hahaha, it's so him.

I must thank him for he ever gave to me (including all his emotions). All these lessons & spirits.

"Thank you .... hopefully I don't have to see you again"