My imaginary world

Been realised something and it feels so damn hurt. Wish never feel it. Ever.

Been lied to my self in getting my happiness. Guess I still live in my imaginary world and when everything didn't go as my plan, I torn apart.

I'm not as tough as I thought. I just wish I can cry out loud and don't have to be ashamed of it. Just want people know that I'm hurt.

All inside me like missing puzzle now and I'm disable to put them back together again as one.

Want to walk away and not to think abouit it. Just enjoy the complexity of me and wish no one care.