Me, she and him ...

Being the eldest in the family is not like the privileges that I wanted. But I couldn't choose. I have 1 little sister and 1 little brother. The youngest one is 13 years younger than me and he's the only son, so it's like a little king in the house.

I'm not envy him, it just all the mistakes that he has done, always put my neck on the line. My dad always put him on my responsible. At some ages, I think it's OK. But until now, my dad still put the responsible on me. He's already 15 years old now. I think he already knew good and bad things, and the things or decision he ever taken are his responsible.

Also my sister, she never let me be the big sister. She always handle the problems, always think forward. I guess she should be the big sister instead of me.

This morning, my mom will fly to Balikpapan, for work and she told me to take care the house and my sist and my bro. Guess I will have a chance to be big sister in the house (again)